Shit got real today!
The cravings for nicotine and carbohydrates were less than
it has been. I actually had room to breathe today and feel like a functional
human being. Except! Those fabulous chemicals in our food and cigarettes almost
act as a shield to those emotions we don’t
want to deal with. This process (detox/ non- smoking /30 day yoga challenge)is
raw, it really strips you down to the point that you feel naked and everything
that you are going through is exposed because you don’t have the strength or
your vices to keep them hidden or buried.
Lol and the yoga doesn’t help either because it is literally geared to have a person purge unwanted emotions or
toxins through different postures of the body!
Like, you’re ultimately screwed and have nowhere to hide.
So let me break this to you gently Ashley! ………..On top of
being exhausted from the withdrawal process, you now have to deal with what’s
going on within a wonkie (yes folks, I said wonkie) frame of
mind??!!!!!!
All I have to ask is:
How is this process legal?
You know, the dictionary reads that a Detox is a “ metabolic
process by which toxins are changed into less toxic or more readily excretable
substances”
I call bullshit!! This is a goddamn truth serum and now I
have to get cozy with my soul.
………………………………27 days
to go! This is going to get ugly.
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