October 3, 2014
Guys... Yesterday was very overwhelming and shocking. This whole week, I have felt as if I've been recovering from a drug addiction. That's the best way I can describe it. This morning, I still felt a little rough around the edges, but as the day progressed (and I ate a nice breakfast and lunch), I started to feel a little more like a human.
I'm not completely back to my normal, peppy self, but I have seen a very dim light off in the distance (sort of like this). And that alone gave me the push I needed.
AND THEN I DECIDED TO TREAT MYSELF. But not with food, no no. The money I would have spent on alcohol this week/weekend went towards my very first set of eyelash extensions.
Can you see it?!
It's ok if you can't. Because I can see it. I see it every time I blink. And for anyone curious, I was listening to The Vaccines when this picture was taken. Anywho, I digress.
Ashley and I went for dinner tonight. As in... out in the real, non-detoxing world. And we were so good! We got this seafood salad, which was delicious, and it felt nice to be somewhat normal again. We even interacted with other humans, and didn't envision them as a loaf of bread with arms. This gives me hope that mayhap... I can do this.
Guys... Yesterday was very overwhelming and shocking. This whole week, I have felt as if I've been recovering from a drug addiction. That's the best way I can describe it. This morning, I still felt a little rough around the edges, but as the day progressed (and I ate a nice breakfast and lunch), I started to feel a little more like a human.
I'm not completely back to my normal, peppy self, but I have seen a very dim light off in the distance (sort of like this). And that alone gave me the push I needed.
AND THEN I DECIDED TO TREAT MYSELF. But not with food, no no. The money I would have spent on alcohol this week/weekend went towards my very first set of eyelash extensions.
Can you see it?!
Ashley and I went for dinner tonight. As in... out in the real, non-detoxing world. And we were so good! We got this seafood salad, which was delicious, and it felt nice to be somewhat normal again. We even interacted with other humans, and didn't envision them as a loaf of bread with arms. This gives me hope that mayhap... I can do this.
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